That amazing feeling when you like someone and that person likes you back.
I’m worthless.
Linh, no one in this world is worthless. Including you.
Today is Chinese new years! which means free money for Asians =)
(please no dick photos. I will cut you and your dick off.)
The sad fact is that most people really can’t say that.
I haven’t been on here lately because, well.. my life’s been really hard. Coming from me, I shouldn’t be complaining, but these past few months have been really harsh on me. So here’s a little update on what’s been going on. Since September 2nd, my boyfriend of 1 year and 4 months broke up with me. I was so hurt and heart broken for a very long time, you know how it is, no need to explain. September 16th I got a job and from then on, I worked every day, 7 days a week from 4-9pm, basically straight after school I went to work. Right after work, I’d go home shower eat then sleep. So I barely had any time for myself, and tumblr. About the last week of winter break, my ex and I got back together. The past 2 days, my brother didn’t want him back together with me, and so then we had broken up. I have to honestly say right now, I do not like my life, but I can’t hate it. I have family, both my parents, a roof over my head, and food to eat. That’s all I really need. But there are times where my life gets hard, but that’s how it is with everyone though. So I’ve been going up and down, mostly down, and soon enough it’ll be up again. Things are meant to be, and some things aren’t meant to be. I have learned that sometimes things don’t go the way you expect it to be or wanted it to be, but it either works out, or it just makes things worse. Some things aren’t mean to be, and it comes out to be a better outcome. Right now, I just want my love back, the fact that we broke up and got separated over my brother, makes me feel horrible. Do you know how it feels to truly love someone, and have that amazing feeling of someone loving you back too, yet you can’t be together because someone above looks down on it and doesn’t allow it? It’s heart breaking, and outrageous. I for one though, will soon love life, but right now, I don’t even feel like living. And for anyone still reading this, I don’t want to live not because I don’t have my love anymore, but more importantly because of everything else that’s going on. I’m not much of a person to make statuses or posts to get peoples attention, I’m not that type of person who just say things online to get attention and what not. I don’t really like talking about my personal things, or about how much I want to kill myself. Everyone doesn’t need to know. Well, anyways to wrap things up, my life has its high and low peaks, and these past months its hardly been high, and right now, it’s at its low peak, but things will get better, and some things are just not meant to be. Thanks for reading followers.
